I just think too much....

don noe why...i have the feeling like i'm losing something or someone...
I really don't now...i ritz now really puzzle and confuse.
I really hope everything can stop ritz away....sad to say....

i wish i can stop dreaming about u.....

everyday seeing u in class...how i wish the time will stop there...i don noe when i start to feel this way but i just can't stop myself from feeling this way..i can't stop myself of staring at u.

how i wish i can get close to u.....hiaz....i don noe whether i really starting to like u or wat....but i just wish i can stop dreaming about u....

all i need is just ur care and concern....

Hey..i just met this girl not long ago...she not dat pretty...but she is funny..
At first, i didn't have a chance to talk to her...but u know as fate whatever impossible things it will always happen...

I don't wish i can be with her or what...but i just wan to stay by her side...I don't noe wat a love...but i noe i care for her...
all i need is just ur care and concern....

let the things rest....

....i hope they not dat hate mi after all...even they do...is not my business anymore..
i already done wat i can...at least let the things rest...small problem is over...
i already no longer trust her...it is a question dat will we be fren....cos i cant even
trust her...maybe this is fate ba...i just have to accept it...

hope dat i can forget her..completely...

wat i learn so far...??

...........today...ritz now i like to talk about a gal i noe in RP...
how can i start....while..i tat i like this gal wor...so i started to jio her...
but i found out she lie to mi..ok hmmm...she lie to mi not once but all the time..
after many things have happen...i thinking is she tryin to get somehting from mi..
wat do i have??i hav no money...not handsome...just a jerk..but she like tryin to
tell mi she like mi...but show mi she don't.. quite hard ba...but at least i noe
her true self...too bad...she choose them..not mi...lucky...

i don really like her so much...just dat she teach mi something i didnt feel b4..
lucky i really don hav so much feel on her...but still i hav a regret of being a
fren of her...wat is fren called if there is no trust...wat is a couple called if
there is no love...

i hate myself...i hate the part of hateing u..i hate to noe u..like u..
y u create this rubbish on mi...to u..M I dat useless..M I dat worst...i cant
compare to a human...so this is how u treat mi...

I wanted to ask u..can u..always ask urself...did u really hurt
someone...did u really hav regret....?
after knowing wat is really u...hurt mi the most..is jusst mi..not u...
all the like of u...now slowly turn to hate...soon i will forget u..cos i cant
believe i like a person with no trust....cant trust...since God bring this fate
to mi...i shall accept...

I M BACK...to bloggin ^_^

weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so fast 2010 liao wor.....
I so lucky and proud to say i in RP....hahha i noe la..maybe is not the best poly..
but at least i in a poly....hahah...
ritz..now already pass one month in poly liao wor...
i still not use to it....fren and everything...starting of the week is still ok..
when come the week after things start to change...


many many things happen...suddenly i like this gal...den suddenly i dislike her so
badly....not dat just reject by her..but she make mi puke...in all kind of reason..
hiaz..sad to say..u cant have a gal u like in the same class wor....


ok..when time pass fast enough in Rp it is really fast wor...
i starting to get some fren who i can trust...but i was hurt by one person...
she lie to mi...too bad...i have to learn my lesson dat no gals can be trust de..
not anymore...

now i will just play...and i wont be seaious liao...to anyone...

wat if i say i love u....

when time flew by.....everything will change...even my feelin towards u..
i really don noe wat to do...but onli to stay close to u...
i wish time will stop just for us...i really glad i noe u...
just dat it is hard for us to be together...
don ask mi i really don noe y....maybe i'm scare ba...
scare dat i will lose u...
scare dat we wont talk anymore...



wat if i say i love u...will be with mi...?? will u love mi???
i don noe wor...just hope u can be happy even without mi...
just let mi be by ur side...i happy enough...