New Life, new friends....

Now currently in Year 2 sem 2, I happy with my class currently compare to Year 2 sem one. At least I felt easy and abit distress ba.....

To me right now....I like in a New life where by I don look at the past think about what I had before but now looking forward each day happening. everyday there will be joke laughter mainly in my new class.

I met some new friends, in new class all are quite friendly and fun i guess.....

Hope this go on.......
But ...
but..





I still don wan to forget what I use to have what I use to share.....my pain and my love....
hope u go on well in ur life.....

how i being?

without u by my side...yes...i felt quite lonely....i not use to it at all.....but when time goes by...slowly i get use to it le....thanks to my friends helping me...now i get back on my feet....
what did i done to have u treat mi in this way....ur coldness....ur eyes.....ur voice....


thanks....anyway....i get use to it le.....

I M SINGLE!!!!!!

after 6 month of in love...with this gal vivian lee...on this day this time...she is leaving mi...

I love her alot...care her alot...but...in the end, we were on our own.

I did my best and really enjoy all the greeat time i have with her...

my tears came...and dry very fast...i wont hate her...

maybe i just not rich...not dat handsome...maybe i just not that nice for her...n she left.....all i can say to her....thank you very much...I LOVE U....

my feeling for now...

I understand why my gf say i childish and don noe how to think...and i started to realise it too but when i realise it i think i like grow up and felt different den b4...thanks to my work i realise that people around mi althought we are about same age but their reaction is like small kid..and some even thinking of fucking gals all days and nitz....
I just felt that i very different from this people...can say ba i well educated compare to them...so i trying not to be angry...thanks to my classmate they all are also telling mi don think so much as they are just 'kids' so heck care them ba..
I love my gf and also i respect her too..if i just wan to play her body.....if the first case i should not start a relationship with her...and just play with her...but i not!!! i love my gf so much and i respect her too...don classify mi n u people the same...FUCK!!!

I hate it...no one understand mi...what i need??

I starting to get use no one really understand me at all...people just think and say what they see.

everyone is against me suddenly and i have nothing to say...I wan something is not to show off or to play i just wan to save time and use it as a transport.yet people say i m childish. I really trying very hard to cope my studies and at the same time working. yet people say study la don waste time on that thing...if only this people are me then they noe how i feel if not why bother....i really fuck care of them...all of them...soon i just be a robot...anyway no one cares..mi or how i feel...just treat mi as a kid...i m tired but i cant rest...no income...don say about buying my dream bike....i wonder why did i take the first step of getting a bike licences and not car...?? it is becos i can afford a bike and it really help mi save the time...reach home early n rest...i really don noe wat the problem...hiaz...i wont giv up on my bike de....just that wait ba...

DO I REALLY HAVE THE CHOICE???

I believe if I don't work then, i will not have money to pay my stuff. I know how important to study but if a person who can't afford to come to sch how does he/she have the money to study...?? My parents always ask mi not to work as i am still currently in studies but but...if i don't work who going to give mi allowances who give mi my transport and my bill for my hp.

some people even say work less la...study important i reply to them den can u support mi??
what are u all thinking???!!! FUCK U if u really don understand mi n my position!!!
U ALL Doesn't know unless u have to support urself So FUCKING WAKE UP UR MIND LA!!!!

feelin stress up suddenly...

today...suddenly i feel like i falling in to a deep hole...there nothing else...no sound...no light...i just keep falling...

I have been working lately...trying to save up to do things that i wan...i have to work have to study and have to accompany my gf...Time is the thing i need...money is the second....

i didnt even see my mum for a week, didnt see my gf for a week.....and all i can blame is mi...
trying to do my best... wonder how long i can last...

I M SO HAPPY TO HAV U

AFTER so many years, i been cursing myself and sick of myself that i m single. >.<

AT LAST I HAVE A GF!!! yahoo ^_^

She is pretty , cute , adorable, beautiful and lots more for mi to find out =P

I hav so long never update this blog le...so now just wan to write about 'her'

Her name is vivian lee ^ ^

age: 17

currently studying in tampaniese ite. Now i have being with her for 3 months and to me there is long way to go >.< i love her so much as she willing to understand mi more than anyone will do. To me as she grows i am growing too. although she may be the one controlling mi the whole time but i just wan to be with her or should i say i just love her too much. XD

i always hav a negative side of thinking like we can't last or what...but to mi what most important is she can be happy when i m around ^ ^ giving what i can thats all even i suffer more than i give...ritz now i say i willing >.<

i really not sure of it....

i really enjoy it...enjoy the time that spend with this 'person'..
don noe why the time i spend with this 'person' is like very fast..from day...soon will be night... and i hate it..i hate to say goodbye...but if don...den there wont be tml...

i don wan to think of it sia...but suddenly someone plant this stupid seed in my head sia...T.T den even worst this seed is growing sia...i really don noe how or wat to do to stop this stupid seed from growing...