everything is back to normal....i guess?

will i hav time....if i wait...will i hav chance...if i wait...
will be happy...if i was with u....will i not be lonely..if u were there
will i hav my wish come true....if onli u could understand...
all i noe i so selfish....all the thinkin is about mi...not her..
if onli i can wake up...if onli i can ask her...








i guess everything back to normal.....i really don noe wat to say to her
when i saw her...i onli wish i can hug her.....ask her to be with mi
but guess this wont come true ba....hiaz...maybe she not the one...

i onli can wait...N wait....

wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait wait.................N wait

wat is mi to u???!!!

hiaz...this few days i really noe my temper really gone up..
i shout at my own fren...n even slap lor...hiaz..wat m i thinkin..
is it really she..dat make mi feel this way...
i really don noe how she feel about mi...i always keep wondering
does she like mi...if yes i will be the most happies guy but if she don like mi
i sitll at least noe a ans...
but ritz now i don even noe anything lor

she is tortureing mi lor...hiaz..i really hav on mood sia....

how m i goin to tell her..i really love her...

i really miss her....i really cant bear one day not to C her...
all guys should understand my feeling...i don even noe do she like mi anot
i really puzzle of wat to do...
hiaz.....

i really very tired.. very.....but when ever i close my eyes i will C her
beautiful face...my eyes came out with tears.....i really she is mine...
hope one day she will noe how i feel for her..

if onli i can say...

i really don noe y...i felt something kept away from mi to her...
hiaz...can i really be with her...i really don noe..
she don even share thing with mi...how m i suppose to her wat
she is thinkin...i really don even noe how she feel about mi...
i really hav alot of question to ask her...but how can i start..
hiaz...this really tourture mi sia...


i really don noe y my mood keep changin worst n worst..
i really wan to be myself..stop changing mi =.=
i wish she noe wat m i thinkin..
if onli i can ask her to be my girlfren

hiaz...but how can i start...

i really wish she is mine!!!!!

i really very happy...very happy..
at the same time i felt scare also...
all this feelin is torturing mi like hell...
i always thinkin can i be with her...i really very scare i lost her
during the charlet i really felt something different from the past...
but i really don noe wat she is thinkin...i really wan to ask her..i just don
have the guts...maybe i too love her ba..scare of losing her...
i really wish time can stop ritz on dat day...where there is onli mi n her
no one else...i really likes her alot...hiaz...





i did had a great time at the charlet...thanks to jie wor...
but i really wish she is mine....
if fate really let mi hav the chance i wish i can say to her face to face
how much she is to mi i really cant afford to lose her...
i ritz now onli can say i love her very much...