wat i learn so far...??

...........today...ritz now i like to talk about a gal i noe in RP...
how can i start....while..i tat i like this gal wor...so i started to jio her...
but i found out she lie to mi..ok hmmm...she lie to mi not once but all the time..
after many things have happen...i thinking is she tryin to get somehting from mi..
wat do i have??i hav no money...not handsome...just a jerk..but she like tryin to
tell mi she like mi...but show mi she don't.. quite hard ba...but at least i noe
her true self...too bad...she choose them..not mi...lucky...

i don really like her so much...just dat she teach mi something i didnt feel b4..
lucky i really don hav so much feel on her...but still i hav a regret of being a
fren of her...wat is fren called if there is no trust...wat is a couple called if
there is no love...

i hate myself...i hate the part of hateing u..i hate to noe u..like u..
y u create this rubbish on mi...to u..M I dat useless..M I dat worst...i cant
compare to a human...so this is how u treat mi...

I wanted to ask u..can u..always ask urself...did u really hurt
someone...did u really hav regret....?
after knowing wat is really u...hurt mi the most..is jusst mi..not u...
all the like of u...now slowly turn to hate...soon i will forget u..cos i cant
believe i like a person with no trust....cant trust...since God bring this fate
to mi...i shall accept...