wat if i say i love u....

when time flew by.....everything will change...even my feelin towards u..
i really don noe wat to do...but onli to stay close to u...
i wish time will stop just for us...i really glad i noe u...
just dat it is hard for us to be together...
don ask mi i really don noe y....maybe i'm scare ba...
scare dat i will lose u...
scare dat we wont talk anymore...



wat if i say i love u...will be with mi...?? will u love mi???
i don noe wor...just hope u can be happy even without mi...
just let mi be by ur side...i happy enough...

i hate it...is there anyone will treasure ur love one?!

i came to this story......starting i C the cover page..it is so nice..
but when i startin to read it...the story is not dat nice...
the story tell mi about this guy wont understand how to treasure this girl
i continue readin the story...n found out this gal...really love this guy..
yet..the guy was just don noe how to treasure such a wonderful gal....



i really hate it sia...don he noe...there are some people wish for a gal
to be with them...care them love them trust them...but in the end they did
not gett it....

i m the one of them....i wish for a gal dat is nice n can stay with mi
by my side when i need her...hiaz..but story is still a story...
i don noe wat the endin of it...i now just wish it is a happy endin...=.=

once in love.....u never noe...if u never try..how u noe?

have u fell in love b4? or have u just like someone without even lettin him
or her noe? den i think now is the time wor...who noe maybe he or her is
waitin for u?


how i wish wor...i can fell in love...hiaz...so hard to say..
maybe now is not my time ba..maybe i not ready...
somehow i really miss her..i didnt tell her i like her..
but noww i think everything is over..we doesnt talk dat much
our gaps grow wider...somehow there no chance to stay close

i really don noe y...god wan to play trick on mi....i really wish
wish i can just once...i really don noe...but to wait...
hiaz...maybe just mi ba...

My NEW year wish wor!!!!!!!!!!!

haha...hope this year can be a better year sia........
noe even more fren...learn more things...if can find a job part time de
buy my things...maybe this ba...oh one more thing wish my mama n dad dad
healthy sia......dat all ba...er..still got ya..wish all my fren a happy
new year wor!!!!!!!! dat all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!bbbb

at last another day hav pass...hiaz...if i find u will u accompany mi??

early in the morning i wake up...at wan to go sentosa de
but cancel wor...so go play bball lor..is not dat i like to play
bball la..is boring lor nothin to do so play bball to waste time..
from 12 ba..play untill 2 plus den go back to meet some wu shu freak
hiaz..sian lor wu shu freak sia..all wu shu...i wonder how i train sia
tahan for 5 year...

is not dat i don like la..is sian lor..like u eat chicken rice
everyday..den u wont sian meh...
hiaz..let don talk about wu shu cos it really giv mi a headach...


now tryin to find someone to talk sia...i don noe y lor....
just wan to talk..wan to share with someone wor...
if i find u will u accompany mi?

wow...i didnt hav this feelin b4..mine chirstmas wish

today is a normal day to mi.....i guess..but it turn into a special day
don noe y...maybe is one of my wish ba...
i really change...into a person i really don noe...not i use to be ba
maybe sometime i really jealous about others...wat they hav is wat i wan
but i couldnt hav it...i onli can say is not the ritz time...
but when den when is the ritz time i ask myself again...

maybe is for mi to remember n not to say it out ba...even i also hav
secret wor.....lol...i really don noe how long i can last remain as
like this...or should i say how strong i can be...
do anyone really understand about mi?? really anyone??
i guess no ba...cos i don even noe myself...not the way i use to
wat i feel i will say..not now ba..not anymore..

i onli wish someone in the world out there...someone is willin to hear
mi out...willin to spend the time with mi...
but all i noe is nobody but myself...
i not tryin to say i lonely but it is true...i was lonely..
everytime come to the days when i need some1 to be with mi...
but this time is her again...
i noe her quite well ba..i guess..everytime when i need someone she
will giv mi the hope...n this is how i spend my day...although we r fren
but i really like to thank her wor..to hav the time with mi

she is a good fren...to mi..of cos..n i hav a feelin for her...
but i think i will keep this feelin in my heart ba...i wont say it out
even to her i guess? maybe i just not suit her ba...
i learn alot of things this year...n i guess i'm growing
older..n this is the feelin i never hav b4...

if someone up in the sky can really hear mi....
thank you the one who giv mi life...the chance to breath in this world
understand things in this world...knowin wat ritz n wrong..
thank you..for those people who noe mi..it is my pleasure to noe u all
if there really a santa claus( i don even noe i spell it ritz sia =.=)
i wish the present dat he brings is happiness not to mi alone but those
who around mi...even if i suffer i onli wish people around mi will be
happy...i don mind to be the onli one who is left out..but i onli
hate it when u forget about my frens...sadness n lonelyness let it
all be with mi just leave my fren alone...with so called the happiness
lonely n sadness i already use to it so there is no fear in it...
N this is my onli christmas wish...

OUCH...pain all over

hiaz....another day hav just past....i don noe wat will i do sia
yesterday was a tiring day sia...i go gym train for awhile..
den go lunch....den after rest n play bball the whole afternoon sia
not bad for mi sia...noe some new fren..i waaas shock sia...
the girls play damn power sia....
hiaz...mi so noob sia..lol...

don noe wat will happen in future......
just happy go lucky ba........
i wish i can noe her more.........
haha....