I hate it...no one understand mi...what i need??

I starting to get use no one really understand me at all...people just think and say what they see.

everyone is against me suddenly and i have nothing to say...I wan something is not to show off or to play i just wan to save time and use it as a transport.yet people say i m childish. I really trying very hard to cope my studies and at the same time working. yet people say study la don waste time on that thing...if only this people are me then they noe how i feel if not why bother....i really fuck care of them...all of them...soon i just be a robot...anyway no one cares..mi or how i feel...just treat mi as a kid...i m tired but i cant rest...no income...don say about buying my dream bike....i wonder why did i take the first step of getting a bike licences and not car...?? it is becos i can afford a bike and it really help mi save the time...reach home early n rest...i really don noe wat the problem...hiaz...i wont giv up on my bike de....just that wait ba...

DO I REALLY HAVE THE CHOICE???

I believe if I don't work then, i will not have money to pay my stuff. I know how important to study but if a person who can't afford to come to sch how does he/she have the money to study...?? My parents always ask mi not to work as i am still currently in studies but but...if i don't work who going to give mi allowances who give mi my transport and my bill for my hp.

some people even say work less la...study important i reply to them den can u support mi??
what are u all thinking???!!! FUCK U if u really don understand mi n my position!!!
U ALL Doesn't know unless u have to support urself So FUCKING WAKE UP UR MIND LA!!!!

feelin stress up suddenly...

today...suddenly i feel like i falling in to a deep hole...there nothing else...no sound...no light...i just keep falling...

I have been working lately...trying to save up to do things that i wan...i have to work have to study and have to accompany my gf...Time is the thing i need...money is the second....

i didnt even see my mum for a week, didnt see my gf for a week.....and all i can blame is mi...
trying to do my best... wonder how long i can last...