maybe..just let it be...

today...was a tiring day...although i hav fun with it...sometime if free should go to beach to relax awhile...maybe this will let mi feel less stress..i don noe how to faace her..ritz now..it is very weird...

OMG!!! i pon sch today... haha...this is the first time....
ok..got to go lala land liao..Zzzz..

is she guilty? or wat??

I just say what i think so...cos she leaving mi out like nobody business...so what for i care her so much...did i over do as a fren? over care her...den i stop myself from goin towards her...now she stared to react...she is weird as always...just like in the past all the the people who i met...all u people wish someone to treat u nice always treat u nice...but when the someone stop treating u nice..u all change.. change damn fast...

i didnt mean her...as she is using mi or wat...yet when she read that nick of mine..she piss off...the reason of pissing off i not sure..cos she don dare to say... i treasure her as fren but do she treasure mi... i guess she still didnt learn for her mistake...she always wan something tat is not hers..to me wat i think is what is urs is urs...what is not no matter wat u wont get it...

after knowing she piss off with mi...i already knew we wont be talkin to each other le...cos to her she trust mi...but to mi she dont even trust mi..as a fren...
go find others ba... i not suit for u... i just don get it..y is she so piss off when she read my nick..even thought i not sayin her..unless...
as people say..she is guilty.. she feel like she treat mi as wat i say..therefore she is angry...

to me..this not the first time le...fate is still playing on mi...and i knew all along..i just a tools...not a human...no matter in relationship or in frenship.. to mi is all the same...

now i starting to hate her...let see how much i can hate...as always the more i hate her..the more i like her...lol...man this is a curse...

i wish i could say to u....i will treasure U more den he do....

How i wish i can just spend all my time with u...just u...but i noe it is impossible...
hiaz...how i wish i can tell u my feeling towards u...how much i care for u...
but i noe it is impossible...

no matter wat i will stand by ur side...just like an angle..protect u..comfort u...
the onli return i wish from u is ur beautiful smile... even u don hav any feelin for mi...

how i wish i can be 24 hour with u...how i wish i have the time to spend with u...
I wish i wish...

there all so many wish just for u...
i guess i will treasure u more den he do...

i don noe y...but seem to be in this way...

i have comfort so many gals in my life...mostly are the gals who i like...yet the same result as always be...we are good fren ritz?
frem...what is fren to u?? fren to mi...is just spendin time doing nothing with u...dat fren...

i heard it once...what u desire u will not get wat u wan... so is this mean...all i desire is a true love....a love dat never betray on me... or did i get it already...
is frenship = true love...??

maybe i didnt treasure it...or maybe i didnt realize it....
fren or love...which will i choose....??

why do i have so many brothers and sister....all i wish is to have a gf...

y do every time i have this problem...when ever i like someone...the most i can get to is close fren or brother and sister..why?
what wrong with mi?? >.<

in my life all the gals i met all just say this to mi...
why should i accept??
all i wish is to have a gf.....

wth!!!!

i feelin damn depress ritz now....

i really don noe what to say...i now onli feel depress...will she like mi??