talk is cheap.... i noe..but wat can i do?my fate is still the same

i really did not wan to giv up...but i got to let it go
i did'nt hav it in the begining...but i noe it is onli one side feelin
i did'nt blame her..it just my fault...




nvm...today..i hav a good news..
i got two new god sister
one is sandy.....one is peishan..haha both are pretty girls so if u wan to noe
more about them plz stay till my blog if not u will regert


hahahahahaahahahhaa

no mood...if let u choose will u be mi????

how do wan ur fate to be??? i onli wish i can find the one...the only one
girl dat can be with mi..care mi..love mi..laugh with mi...
i not despos..!!!! just dat i feel lonely...


wat is wrong of likin a girl...or is it wrong of likin a girl dat she does'nt
like u at all...?? wat can u do if u were mi???
i can say i did my best...but i a human..too...i will cry..
i a human..i hav my anger...but does this mean dat u can hurt mi???


or maybe i just as stupid as i look...i can say this is my fate...
fate to be lonely...from the past wat i hav done..to mi all is one side feelin
but is true..i cant use a gun n point a girl to like mi..
force is not wat i wan..or wat i will do...


if anyone of u C my blog ask urself...will u choose to be mi??
share ur view to mi..tagg mi plz..
maybe u r the one da can help mi...

maybe this is my fate...but i wish i can change it...

fate is a funny thing...if u wan something u will not get it... if u don wan
something den it will be yours!!!

this are all my birthday wish!!!

so fast i goin to be 18 le!!!..hiaz..older by one year le.
currently i now in ite n still don noe wat my future yet but for now i just wan
to do something dat i like..


there R time dat is happy..there R time dat is sad..
in my life there r many wonderful people i met
N now i goin to list..this people..


1. from my pri sch..tian liting, boo wei sheng , melissa choo ,
kenneth moo ,angline ong ,tan sin yi,

2. from second sch..first is from my wu shu..jeffery lee(my best n handsome god
bro)wen di,lau han qiang ,wong jin cheng , derek sim ( wu shu too many le n i
don noe how to spell some of the name >.<)

3.N this r people i met during workin...sandy(carefour) sharon(carefour)
ser keng(starhub), suet mei(starhub),yuping(starhub),simei,beewa,romel


at first i plan to go out tml...but look likes i will be alone..
sad..


here r my birthday wish!!!!
1.first is to wish ser keng n suetmei to be lovely every single day
2.jeff will find a good gf
3.dat jin cheng can grow up more
4.derek will be more careful of wat he is doin
5.sandy found a good job
6.sharon leg will be heal

wat i believe now...

i really don noe wat is like..to heard this sentence "the love is in the air"
on second thought i will giggy..den i laugh...
no matter wat this meanin is it will never happen to mi..i guess..
maybe it is time to think...wat m i doin...


i maybe selfish..but it is my thinkin..
thanks to her(can say my good fren le ba she a girl^_^)..i back mood again...
i was emo..all the while...but now i feel alot better now..
after talkin to her share with her...my mind is clear now...
i now on designing shirt so anyone wan to talk a look plz feel free to contact mi

anyway my birthday is comin is comin!!!!
haha...
hope to C her soon!!!!
so busy!!no time to blog le...

i believe in myself...
i will not giv up on myself..