Felt like today's time pass so slow...

It is a normal day, where everything is normal....nothing special
But I think that the time pass so slow...and boring....
I wonder is we doing our things damn fast or is the day is so long sia....

My plan if the day is that I study in class until 6pm hopefully i have the mood...
then go home rest and change to running clothes and go run....
I think I can train abit as my ache have stop ba....

that all of the day......

My feeling

after she leave.....My heart is so dead....I can't feel my heart beat....
yet I have to smile everyday facing everyone and everyone.....

what the point of knowing her....then.....forget about her....

I really glad that I know her....but...do she glad to know mi?

does she love mi in the first place?

i so happy that there is a new couple beside mi....*CheerS* man!!! I wish u can last long with her...

And I hope she is way better than anyone I know......!!!!

Thanks to people around mi.......I can move on....thanks to her....I see the truth about gals.....

New Life, new friends....

Now currently in Year 2 sem 2, I happy with my class currently compare to Year 2 sem one. At least I felt easy and abit distress ba.....

To me right now....I like in a New life where by I don look at the past think about what I had before but now looking forward each day happening. everyday there will be joke laughter mainly in my new class.

I met some new friends, in new class all are quite friendly and fun i guess.....

Hope this go on.......
But ...
but..





I still don wan to forget what I use to have what I use to share.....my pain and my love....
hope u go on well in ur life.....

how i being?

without u by my side...yes...i felt quite lonely....i not use to it at all.....but when time goes by...slowly i get use to it le....thanks to my friends helping me...now i get back on my feet....
what did i done to have u treat mi in this way....ur coldness....ur eyes.....ur voice....


thanks....anyway....i get use to it le.....

I M SINGLE!!!!!!

after 6 month of in love...with this gal vivian lee...on this day this time...she is leaving mi...

I love her alot...care her alot...but...in the end, we were on our own.

I did my best and really enjoy all the greeat time i have with her...

my tears came...and dry very fast...i wont hate her...

maybe i just not rich...not dat handsome...maybe i just not that nice for her...n she left.....all i can say to her....thank you very much...I LOVE U....

my feeling for now...

I understand why my gf say i childish and don noe how to think...and i started to realise it too but when i realise it i think i like grow up and felt different den b4...thanks to my work i realise that people around mi althought we are about same age but their reaction is like small kid..and some even thinking of fucking gals all days and nitz....
I just felt that i very different from this people...can say ba i well educated compare to them...so i trying not to be angry...thanks to my classmate they all are also telling mi don think so much as they are just 'kids' so heck care them ba..
I love my gf and also i respect her too..if i just wan to play her body.....if the first case i should not start a relationship with her...and just play with her...but i not!!! i love my gf so much and i respect her too...don classify mi n u people the same...FUCK!!!

I hate it...no one understand mi...what i need??

I starting to get use no one really understand me at all...people just think and say what they see.

everyone is against me suddenly and i have nothing to say...I wan something is not to show off or to play i just wan to save time and use it as a transport.yet people say i m childish. I really trying very hard to cope my studies and at the same time working. yet people say study la don waste time on that thing...if only this people are me then they noe how i feel if not why bother....i really fuck care of them...all of them...soon i just be a robot...anyway no one cares..mi or how i feel...just treat mi as a kid...i m tired but i cant rest...no income...don say about buying my dream bike....i wonder why did i take the first step of getting a bike licences and not car...?? it is becos i can afford a bike and it really help mi save the time...reach home early n rest...i really don noe wat the problem...hiaz...i wont giv up on my bike de....just that wait ba...